no matter how I tried
all I could do was love you
God, I loved you so
so we could fight
or we could wait
or I could go…
I could have stayed. If I didn’t love you so much, maybe I could have stayed. If I had no feelings for you, it would have been easy. But luck was not on our side, Rachel. I knew that this would end badly. I left for you, Rachel. I came here for you, and I left for you. If I had stayed you and I would not have lasted. They would have found other ways to ruin us. You and I are not patient people, and I did not want to put you through what they could do. I had to leave you, Rachel, for your own good. I loved you too much not to.
